Hello guys, this is the very first time I start blogging :) I have seen many blogs before, and I was very interested and inspired by the many blogs I have read. I hope my blog can inspire the readers ;)
I want to tell you about my story
When I was a kid, I'm so UGLY and FAT !
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| when I was elementary school |
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| when I was 10 years old |
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| ME and my sister |
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| My sister and I |
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| ME and My Family |
yeah that's ME; The girl who really UGLY and FAT !
When I was elementary school I was always teased by classmates. They said I was FAT like an elephant or pig. It makes me hurt and very sad. Because of that, I really HATE my self!
While i looked in the mirror, inside my heart says : " God, why i'm so ugly and fat? while my sisters are pretty :'( am i foster child? or is this my destiny to be fat and ugly ? ". I just crying all the time.
Well, I'm a loner, calm, shy, no confidence and i became antisocial = NERD. I really hate my self to look in the mirror and I hate being photographed - u can see in my picture that i'm not comfortable when i was in the photos.
One day,friends of my parents came to the house. They told my parents that ; " you have 2 beautiful daughters, and who the child is overweight? is she your child's maid? "
then my mom said ; " no, she is my daughter too ". Well, friends of my parents are shock and do not believe I was her child too. It's makes me really really sad and shame, i feel sick of all this ! I feel why the world is not fair to me ?! why i'm not pretty as my sisters? Can I exchange to be my sister ? *well this is a stupid question*. I felt my life did not mean and I thought about suicide. I often cry when I shower in the bathroom, and I always hide my tears from my family. So, If I smile doesn't mean I'm happy :):
I'm so HATE and SICK of my life! I'm tired to cried everyday because of ridiculed and suppressed, I hope I can change my life! I realized when I looked in the mirror, I must CHANGE MY LIFE! CHANGE MY DESTINY! I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS ANYMOREEEE.....!!
So, i decided to DIET ! I started dieting when junior high school. How I diet ? I reduce the size of the meal ( try eating lots of vegetables and fruits, less to eat meat and fried food ), I did a lot of sports : jogging in the morning, swimming, skipping, sit up, gymnastic, etc.
Well because of my hard work to diet, I feel different and amazing! I feel it's not me ! XD My weight before around 60kg, after diet my weight is 45kg! ^.^v
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| When I was Senior High School |
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| My body after diet |
Is it AMAZING right ? It's just like magic, miracle, and my dreams are come true! Now I never in sneered again, all my family and friends surprised by the changes in my self and my elementary school friends had not recognize me anymore. Now i'm more confident than before. So if you want to change ur life do not wait for later, tomorrow, or next year but DO IT NOW! I have been successfully reach something that I want, now it's your turn! If I can do it, surely you can do it too! good luck ! ;)
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work hard for something you want to reach in your life! xoxo♥
